Be. Pretty.

1:25 AM

Saturday, December 12, 2009

BAD DAY.

its always a bad start when you wake up with a bad news from your cousin.

walked out of my room, saw my bro, we knew we've gotta go already

and off to tan tock seng we go~

i understand when you get old, you body will just start to fail you. but he's not ANY old people. its my grandad luh. my super grandad lehh

well, what to say? cherish them when they're still around. i HAVE to make it a point to go visit them on a regular basis. but i was never 'dilligent' enough. coz its. far.

bad, bad day. hospital's super strict coz of H1N1, i had to face my aunt that i dun wanna get involve with, i didnt hang out with the girls, and i missed my sunset coz i missed the bus.

like seriously, what can be worst.

and so i was whining and whining.. but heading to the beach was still fun. though i still find it scary and think that a giant octopus is gonna come out, i rly rly enjoyed it. every single moment. erm, not considering the part that i literally sat in the water. its okay. i'm gonna get it back.

the ONLY one good thing that happened? sky's clear and there were stars, loads of them. and i'm amazed at how fast time past.. thankyou =)

2:53 AM

Friday, December 11, 2009

and MST's over. i didnt understand why i had to mug (err.. last min of coz) for like, MST??!

the reason's clear. coz i was in lala land till the day before the papers. I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA OF ANYTHING. why? COZ I DONT DO MY TUTORIALS. to kids out there, DO YR TUTORIAL PLEASE. it sucks. and its hard to keep constantly do it and do it for weeks. but if you dun wanna feel like dying the night before yr papers. DO IT.

i didnt even study for conveyancing, but coz i did the tutorials diligently every week, i didnt study and i'm quite sure i passed it. (er.. i'm not telling you all to aim for PASS only ar! i'm bad example)

next semester's resolution? DO MY TUTORIALS EVEN IF I DUN LIKE THE TUTOR. ehh.. abit hard eh?

went fer movies with yinen today~~ best post-exams activity, HANGING OUT WITH YR GIRLFRIEND. we watched ZOMBIE LAND. and its a fregging good show!!! people please watch it if you wanna have a good laugh. its like, one of the best comedy i've watched in like few years..

i dont understand how me and yinen can talk talk talk talk talk and still talk. like, we're already in a different community and all.. she's working and i'm like an innocent student.. but we cant seem to end our conversations. through the whole 7 hrs we were tgt, we CANNOT stop talking. and i can imagine us being like tt till we're like so old we cant talk anymore. lim yin en. i love you =)

you can meet alot alot of people whom you call, friends, in general. but they can be divided yet into smaller grps. the 'school friends', the 'hi-bye friends', the 'friend's friend', the 'superficial, fake, but you muz see friends'.. you name it. but those that truely matters and you can count on in times of trouble, or those that practically walked thru your life with you? they are worth each and every minute of your life. i'm truly blessed to have them in my life.

PS: today, yinen taught me whats called 吃自己~

9:56 PM

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

two sentence. and i' m off.(i'm forced to)

BA was okay i am very pro to only sleep for an hour.

finally my new love is here, htc touch 2 and the main reason is coz its CHEAP so i wont feel like killing myself if anything happens to it but i got major problem communicating with it

PS: you're mean.

9:51 PM

Monday, December 7, 2009

i think i am blogging to run away from the fact that i still got 3 more chapters to study for tml. but, wadeva.

finally met alicia after 1000000 years. she happens to be the person i see the most during my exams coz we always study together. just that today, theres only me, myself and i studying. ROAR. but obviously half the time i was distracted with something else. its okay. as long as i dont fail (lying to myself in progress).

another place to consider for uni ----> new zealand. since alicia is going she can be my housemate and its like sooo healthy there coz got no clubs but got plenty of sheeps. then i shall be a part time shepherd. thing is, what to study. well, i shall think about it after MST.

"i like you for who you are. whether you become fat, thin, ugly or pretty next time, i'll still love you" its pretty touching if someone says that to you. but theoretically it doesn makes sense lehh. even in the animal world, the male tends to look more attractive (especially in the bird kingdom) so that they can attract the female. which justifies the point that appearance is v important. everything and anything has to be based on looks in general. and i always think that when ppl say 'oh nvm you got brains ' or 'its okay you're kind hearted'.. its more of a consolation than a compliment. if you're pretty they will outwardly say you are pretty. on a certain way yes, its shallow. but pls? dont everyone look at the appearance when you see them for the first time? coz its impossible to SEE if they're kindhearted or wadever that concerns the character at first instance. and most of the time you wont have enough time to show tt you've got a kind heart or good character. and strangers on the road simply dont care.

the furthest i can agree to is that the above statement is subject to of conditions.

ONE: you are sooooo used to that person, and rely on that person sooooo much to the point that if you dont have the person around you'll die (as in literally and not those romeo-juliet lovey dovey style).

TWO:you have not much of an appearance to talk about thats why you cant ask for too much (as in not tt you're ugly juz tt as age catches up, you tend to be more saggy and full of wrinkles and you cant afford botox).

as you can see, it needs at least like a few decades to prove as only when your day to day life is so 'inter-related' you need each other to function, and also time to get old and saggy.

if you think i'm trying to sell the idea of "if you look good on the outside you dont have to be on the inside" YOU'RE WRONG. rather, i'm selling the idea of, "make the effort to make yourself look good on the outside, meanwhile cultivate your inner beauty as well"

but of course, the ratio of outer beauty to inner beauty is very subjective.

i donno why i'm writing an essay on this when i'm supposed to be working on my accounts. maybe i just found my new job.

i'm doomed for tomorrow's paper.

12:20 AM

Saturday, December 5, 2009

attached to an email from my aunt in the US, the photo of my half american cousin =) cute eh! tell you alr, runs in the blood.

company test is okay, judging from how distracted i was.. not bad at all! my 4 marks is confirm from the stupid distraction. roar! i know its dumb. but i cant stop comparing. happy?

rain rain RAIN. but still ran BR. so its 10KM in a week =)) it shall make up for my wed no-gym day. i've seen the most frogs out in the 'wild' today.

dinner with BFFs are the best thing on earth. makes my day WHOLE.

freaking tired. i need my 15hrs slp. and its mugging time.

11:14 PM

Thursday, December 3, 2009

OMG LQ I REALISE TT BLOGGER RLY GOT SPELL CHECK. you win lorr.. hahaha.. why havent i use it before? i also donno. but i got too many shortforms then they all say error! so user unfriendly.

and finally the special occasion speech is over. a BIG load off my mind. who would ever know that kris actually has phobia standing up infront of a grp of unknown ppl and talk? even I didnt know bout it. or maybe i can CRAP.. but presenting a speech is a totally different thing..

i have to constantly psycho myself that the class is actually not THAT bad.. and it sorta worked.. see! its all up in the mind.

i was supposed to give a farewell speech to my twin theres going for work attachment in France. and we needa bring props there too to gain extra marks. first, i wrote the speech like, a day ago so its sort of last min. but it was an easy topic fer me, and i was at the best place ever to write it. OUTDOORS. tips frm kris: if you're sick of sitting at Macs or starbucks or wadever indoor place that is supposedly optimum place to study, GO OUTDOORS. fresh air works miracles =)

and the props? i found.. THIS

credits to Peter Huang and family. esp his two very pretty girls, Laura & Claire. THANKYOU FOR SAVING MY SPEECH. hahaha.. cute lil girls!

i took the girls' photo and showed it as, me and my twin sis. and i think some ppl actually believe. coz they sorta look like me too? as in the chubby and ADORABLE-NESS. hahahaha..

but i am fregging tired. slept at like 3.. but i got scapegoat that i made to stay up with me too luh! so its, not TOO bad i guess.

PS: happiness in its simplest form. everyone's envious of it. but, how long can it last? i donno and i dont care. i think.

i said: truth beyond doubt. so prove it,

you replied: but girls are doubt beyond truth.

-well said-

8:18 PM

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

i find it super unfair that when the teacher misses her class without any prior notice she can juz dont appear in class but later on could simple have a make up lesson the next day. pls luh, i know you are super busy but you think your students are not? we waste our time to come for your lesson, the ONLY class for the day and you happy then juz fly us aeroplane?

the most most impt and angry thing is that because of the stupid 12 O clock class i have to eat in record time!!!! angry man... super hate it when i eat also cannot eat properly muz be fast. its a torture to eat fast!!

to show my unhappiness. I SHALL SKIP THE MAKE UP LESSON TOMORROW~~ i think part of me simply dont wanna go. fine. wadever~~ i'm nt going!!

PS:没有一百分的另一半,只有五十分的两个人