Be. Pretty.

8:58 PM

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

gymmed today. and got BLISERS frm the rowing machine. NOT happy.

itchy hand and broke it cause got water inside. totally regret doing tt.

i cooked! kimchi soup. and the amazing thing is that its fairly edible. i think its nice. but somebody claims to feel full after seeing it. how can you compare your mum's cooking to mine? like.. i dun poison myself very good alr lor!

can see that its kimchi soup right?? hahaha.. kris can make it!

6:20 PM

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

KRIS MISSES HER OLD MAID. COZ HER NEW MAID CANT FREAKING COOK EVEN AFTER 1 MTH. KRIS IS DYINGGGGGGG~~

whoa super pek chek man... you LOOK at the food she cook i think even a hungry cow would feel full. whats this? a freaking god sent diet plan??! i think i will die before i slim down. diet means eat right and definatly eating the GOOD FOOD. NOT slowly killing myself with her cooking.

URGENTLY NEEDS MY GRANDMA, or some cooking class for my maid!!!!!!

PS: i feel so abuses =((((

12:39 AM

ran BR, this is the FORTH week! i am holding on, thanks to all the peeps that ran with me! and monday shall not be a chore anymore, thanks to my timetable and the activities i do =)

a good laugh and some (or i sld say ALOT) of crapping and gossiping with my bros is what i need to perk up, and get on with wadeva i have to do and STAY STRONG.

5 mins ago i was frantically finding my "NETS IT" blue coloured card. and i was soooo pekchek that i lost it AGAIN. was ranting at hamzah bout how pissed i was, even called miao to go replace my card tomorrow..

then i was super stress, but something in my mind told me to pack up my makeup desk coz its too messy.

as i packed and cleared the area.. i found my MIA body shop concealer that wasnt exactly cheap.. my fav missha mascara... AND I FOUND THE BLUE THING~~~~~ the freaking blue card that i was so pissed i thought i lost.

moral of the story? "FOLLOW KRIS'S INTUITION... AND YOU SHALL NEVER BE LOST"

and according to hamzah's mum, its "see la.. people search using eye, you use your butt to search". fine luh!

lalalaaa whatever it is i found it.. can do my tutorial in peace now~~

oh ya. my new crazy but realistic idea: EVERY NEWBORN SHOULD BE MICROCHIPPED. especially for mums like ME =)) good idea? i think so!

9:18 PM

Sunday, November 8, 2009

i hate training outdoors.. am sunburnt and got pinched by mos!!

met up yinen fer lunch, and went to check out on qian. had fun trying like almost ALL the clothes there =)

but still, have to lose some FATS before i start buying.. i wanna shop shop shop SHOPPPPP

i realise i cannot live properly without communicating with my loved ones. i feel so.. 'off balance'..

lesson learnt: always make it a point to meet up with your loves. you know you'll need it.

MY BRO'S COMING BACK~~~ like i seriously see the importance in having him in my life.. he's influenced me into so many different attributes of my life and character. i would be a totally different person if he wasnt my big brother.

and you know what? i think he makes a better guardian. ATLEAST HE TRUST ME.

6:52 PM

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

went to watch my sister's keper with miao as theres no sch today.. a very good movie, to cry frm the start till the end. i think almost all the girls in the cinema cried like hell.. its not tear but CRY eh.. thats how sad it is.. but yea, a very very good movie indeed.

i wonder how much tears can one store inside themself.. for me? it lasted for 3 days and i think theres still more..haha.. i cried till my eyes were red and swollen when we came out of the cinema.. so malu!

hey miao, thanks for being the listening ear. i appreciate that. alot.

i ran yesterday, gymmed today, gonna gym tomorrow~~ i feel so healthy =)

amazingly the thing i enjoy doing most is on monday evenings, wednesdays and thursdays.

PS: NAFEES YOU BETTER DUN GIVE UP RUNNING BR EH!!

11:42 PM

Sunday, November 1, 2009

i went sunday training

i realised i strained my neck muscle, i cant roll properly, good thing is its weapon training, juz that i didn bring mine.

it hurts. my neck, my muscles. everything.

i have never hated going home so badly. i cant face it. i rly cant just let it go like that.

call me petty, call me sensitive. whatever. its just not the same anymore.

and i sorta realise just how out of control i can get. when i break, its gonna rebound. big time.

if i ever get more screwed than what i am now, you both have yourselves to blame.

- everyone is screwed in their each and unique way. -

the emo-ness end here, for good. no more crappy emo nemo posts its just gonna affect people's mood.

smile. and it may just stop haunting you.

12:48 AM

training on sat? rly fun.. esp when you get to train with all the seniors that practically own you upside down inside out.. you learn sooo much in a lesson~ but the repercussion? all bruised up! but well, i can live with that =)

i think NUM would be on the top of Ris Low's hatelist when she sees this..and i believe this feeling is mutual. they even designed a shirt for THAT! hahahah.. btw have the guys one too! so ppl you can rly consider buying it and wear it for couple top.. COOL eh!

today is such a special day~~~ its weina's 21st!! and yea i hate to say this somebody was really sweet to actually organize the birthday surprise for her. and, the compliment officially stops here. coz though it was a smart move to do that, this person suck at planning. well, its good me zz and hamzah is here.*buy one get two free deal* ESP MEE~~ muahahaha..

the cake. i know my phone's cam sucks.. but, what can i do? more pics up when hammy sends it to me..

things i learnt today:

i am really happy that i got bros like hamzah and zz, that i know will definatly stand up for me when in times of trouble. i'm touched when i heard what you guys replied.. thanks a million =)) now i know that perhaps i may not be a total failure in life, coz i actually have such people around me that cared

of course, when you gain something, you lose something. thats life. and today i finally get the meaning of it. you cant get best of both worlds. it just gets worst. i felt so insulted when they said those words to me. as if i am just a crazy brainless kid that is out of control. i really, am insulted.

i used to care alot, about what people think of me. but now? i cant rly be bothered coz when the people that are supposed to be the ones that will always believe in you and trust you dont. it really doesn matter, anymore. if this is life, i'll accept it. and maybe i sld just stop trying so hard, then maybe it wont hurt so much.

i wonder why cant i be a downright slutty useless loose whore. coz when you're that screwed up you wont bother, much less be affected by it. probably life would be easier.

okay i realise that's abit much... its okay, i'm still the spoilt brat. i'll always be coz i cannot stand to degrade myself to that extend.. and the bottom line? i'm loved. i know it, and thats enough.